Its another weekend le....

Today going to meet my dance instructor to tok abt insurance. Duhz..i always siamz such meetings but anyway very long no see her also. Her part time job at prudential. Though I told her I wont have money to buy insurance or investments but she say she would like to catch up. I wonder should I tell her or not? Erm...my own insurance I also gif up le cos I totally cant afford any at all despite my earnings. Having too much liabilities and paying them alone really makes me suffocating in this world. Can you imagine the amount that I owe every month? Its at least double of wat I earn. How can I afford to pay them off with only one job? Even got another job also difficult. Now I wish to terminate my hp line and get prepaid card. Sianz. Gonna cut alot of things to reduce my load.

Since my last job, I have yet to take a long break from work. I think I will do so after my exams end Oct. I wonder would I be able to plan a short trip somewhere? Bangkok? Taiwan? Anyway I doubt so ba...cos what I earn goes to my debts. Hate it! :'( Feel like crying...but every month cry also no money fall from the sky. No point.

I been thinking thru wat ppl has been telling me about wat had happened recently...everyone got different views...they care for me...and him too. And I am surprised that 2 of his friends msg me and asked me about wat happened. I tot all of them will put me in /ignore mode.

Really thank all for your care and concern. Sometings are not meant to be, will not last. Sometimes short term pain is better than long term pain. Sometimes fate ended really ended le. I seriously wish and pray that all good things will fall on him now and forever cos he really needs them to grow. :') Pain is short term...Time heals pain...