That's IT!

Its 1 month plus since that incident happens. Things is the same as before it happens just that in my life I dun see him anymore. Time still moves yet nothing is done to make me feel better. Since our last chat online, he still cares until now I totally dun see him online anymore and sms also no reply so I won't put much hope on anything anymore. What he said about helping pay 3/4 of the debts is zero promise again.
Now is double the stress. Exams coming but no mood to study at all. Mth end debt collectors called as usual to chase debts but I got no money to pay.

Everytime also say the same old thing...so boring. I will have to settle them soon...real soon....

Notes:
1) my departure makes u realise ur mum's good..she has always been so good to you and you are the one who always blame her for ur family break up.
2) you think by staying together for 2 yrs plus, with at least 8 jobs and non of the jobs more than 3 mths (let alone at least 2 jobs owes money to the company for breaking bond or contract) will make my family accept u for being a good husband and responsible man to the family..i doubt so and tis is y for 2 yrs plus u felt left out.
3) for only helping with debts on ur 'good' days for 2 mths and the rest of the months helped by ur mum will make you a 'good man'?

You are not a bad man, but onli a lazy and hot tempered man who always gets in and out of job as a family man. If tis is how you define FAMILY man then so be it. You NEVER agrees to wat I said. Till now, I know you block me on msn already. Fine. I just need whatever belongs to me back. With that, I can then solve our problem. I cant tok to u anymore, cos u are avoiding me and cos of wat u tink and said, we cant tok in peace anymore. Read my blog for my plans then...

1) i will settle the flat when i settle our lawyer case
2) you say watever u wan, put the blame on me and watever
3) pay me back wat i put in for the past 3 yrs
4) dun gif me anymore mental torture...

Remember you still owe me one thing that u will help me do where the whole world cant do for me...