Miserable... :(

Early in the morning, the thunder storm rain makes me so sleepy. As usual, I took a nap on the bus while traveling to work. Mum supposed to cook luncheon meat for me for my breakfast but due to the heavy rain, she was delayed. Anyway meaning to say this morning no breakfast le. :(
I just 'screwed' up a survey yesterday and hence no extra income. :( Sigh.
Broke...very broke. This morning my colleague sms me ask me get food for him, I got to 'reject' that request cos I am broke. Sigh. :(
Walking in the rain to office, I felt sad. The feeling of no money from the past came back again. Sigh. Why am I living so miserably? When will my life be better? I know by whining in my blog wont make me any better but I just want to put my negative feelings in my blog and continue to work hard in my life.
Time clicking and my exams date is drawing. I asked myself how much I knew about accounting and much to my surprise, not much. I asked again if I am thrown those questions that teacher always mention in class, will I be able to handle them...and not surprisingly...No. Then now the qns is, when will I be able to buck up and study hard for them? :(
Today is a reflection day...sigh.

*prayers*
Dear God,
I know that I had not been or able to attend Cell Group, but I try to be there for service. I hope that you can give me the power to study and work hard for my future.

*A-men*