Friday, November 23, 2007

Lonely...I am so Lonely....

I am nobody...on my own...ARHHHHHHHHHHHHH
This morning woke up at 6.15am for a roadshow. So long no wake up without the Sun. Met Woei Nee, went office to do last min preparation then go off to venue. Didnt eat breakfast until all the guests went in.
Should be sleeping but woke up by mum cos a property agent brought a guy here to view our room for renting. A China guy who works in AIA and earns $3 - $4k a month. All the while staying in hotel but realised it too ex? Which joker works in Singapore will stay in a hotel? My dept got 2 China colleagues also know how to rent a flat lor. -.-
Wanted to go back to sleep but cant. Wanted to study but cant too. All of a sudden I feel so lonely...in my bedroom...hungry but dunoe wat to eat...

I felt that things has changed...feelings changed...weird weird. I felt distanced all of a sudden. Why? Will I be able to get back my initial feelings? I dunoe...I just felt lonely once again... *tears rolled*

1 comment:

Cheria said...

Don't feel sad.. I'm here.. Though we have our own problems, but you know if you need me, I'll be there.. You're not alone..